My dark therapies at Monika Merry1010509x 29. 06. 2018 1 Reader
Has dark therapy started on Saturday evening 07.11.2015 sometime after 19: 00 hour and ended a week later on Saturday, 14.11.2015 sometime around 10: 00 in the morning. Throughout my stay I had a very relative idea of time. Thanks to the fact that Monika went to work every day, I guessed whether it was day or night and calculated days. For this reason, there is no longer any time in the records. It was not a matter of verification, and it was not even a point.
Notes during dark therapy
During the whole stay I have made notes on visions and direct personal experiences, which came to me. I always wrote the message with a blind pen, and then handed it over to the Monica through the dark pass-through window. Monica was the first to read them. It was quite symbolic for me. By putting everything out and giving it away, it was as if I surrendered a piece of something that belongs to the past and does not serve me, or what I can surrender to something higher and I do not have to worry whether I will remember it or it I'll forget. It was always a great relief and self-cleansing.
I slept on the mattress I placed on the ground, because I used to sleep as low as possible in the earth and thus be connected with Earth.
The room I was in was a common room with a private bathroom and toilet. The window was out of darkness and the food was passed through a small double-door drawer to keep the room dark. Fresh air in the room is secured through air exchangers, but they do not let light.
Great thanks to the place (beautiful environment, beautiful house), the dark room, Monica and beings that all my time accompanied me on my way through the darkness.
Special thanks to my Allies, who had been with me from the first night until the end of my journey. He held a protective hand over me and led me in the first steps of another lead. He taught me and directed. His favorite and well-aimed phrases were: "Everything is fine. Be calm and open to everything that comes. "
The end of my therapy and a new beginning
We were told with Monica to let me out on Saturday morning to get up early in the morning and welcome to a new day. It was agreed that when the time comes, Monica knocks and then he slowly starts to open the door and let the first tiny beams of light in. My task was to stay still and to spend as much time as I needed for backward adaptation.
I could not determine the hour but I could guess what the day is. So I had a clue when the day of release would take place. I woke up several hours before. I felt time was coming. Still, some images and constellations of the last writing about my childhood were still in my head. I spent the last time in some half-sleep until the eagle knock came, which was a signal to return to reality.
Monica had prepared my way, but I really had a sea of time that I enjoyed as it was.
I gave a lot to cairos. I let go of the visual process in the head, which was very healing and reassuring for me at that moment. Then I started to work with the intent, how will it go on? How to get on the way out, because it was just the few rays of bright daylight, was like cutting into the eye.
I chose a symbolic hatchery that hurried from the blanket beneath which I slept. Then I passed the last time in the bathroom that was safely dark and showering to wash the dust of past days.
All the time I had my eyes closed, because opening them was like dropping the needles into my eyes. Then I just opened the door a little and reached for them where the dark glasses were set for me. I do not wear sunglasses in my life, so this was perhaps the first time since 25 years when I had something like that in my eyes as an absolute necessity.
When the door was almost completely open for me to pass, I hid for the last time in my bed and thanked the place that served me and helped the last week on my way with various corners of past, present and perhaps future worlds. The corners of my soul and past lives. Contacts with beings from elsewhere. With love, humility, great thanks to heart.
I also thanked my Allies for being here for me and helping me on my way.
I slowly went out and met Monica in a friendly hug. "I welcome you back to life"She said with great joy and smile on her face. J It was really nice after such a time to see the earthly living soul and especially the one who was my physical support behind through the delivery window from the other side of the room.
When I walked into a new life, I went out without my glasses only in a loincloth and a T-shirt in a huge garden. I went bosses and like a good lion - a beast of beast (on a T-shirt of wolf), I joyously roared into the world. Whaaaa - although there were no words in it, he felt that: I love the world here.
The grass was cold even though the weather was hot. It's more like mid-November.
After a short pause, we sat together and said that we had time to spend the whole day in the sunshine of the West when I had to go. All the time we can talk to each other about what I want.
And what did we talk about? This is the whole story he would put on a little book ...
If you keep telling me what these people have, you can ask me here in the comments. I'd love to answer your questions. If you think that this is the challenge I have to spend, then with love and humility I recommend shelter at Monika Veselé. You can call or write an SMS: 733-399-006. I will be glad to mention that Sueney is sending you;).
Live 29.6.2018 from 20: 00
A today 29.6.2018 We cordially invite you from 20. hours on a live broadcast with Monika Veselá, which runs a bit behind Prague Retriet for Stays in the dark. Do not hesitate to join us. We look forward to you!
And what are we going to talk about?
Why stay in the dark? What tradition does this ritual come from?
* What does PvT mean?
* Is this method suitable for dealing with personal and health problems?
* Why do people go into the dark most often?
* Suene's memories of PvT experiences in 2015.