My dear readers, before seeing the light of the world the third article from Edgar's series of excerpts, I decided to write one article. In the last one I offered you the opportunity to share with me your experience of what the exercises will bring you. I want to thank you immensely for the depth from which you send your emails, truthfully, to the marrow. And so I go with you so that even those of you who are experiencing difficult times can breathe more freely and appreciate everything that is here and now. It's for us. We even ordered it to recognize who we really are.

My sharing

It was a word at first, but it was probably a sound. It happened five months ago. I asked how to connect with the energy of the man I feel in my body, how to physically materialize my inner man. This is how God did it some time ago, when he wanted to see himself create. He parted in the soul. In the same way, I felt that I was not willing to accept a man in my life other than my inner with all the qualities I feel in myself. I had an almost clear physical appearance before my eyes, I heard the tone of his voice, I could smell his body and the taste of his kisses, I saw his deep eyes and I felt an extremely deep connection with the whole Universe as I looked into those eyes for long hours. I knew I knew him.

That word bylo luck and it could mean the state I feel with all those ideas, but here it was the name of a dating site. I laughed in my mind - there can't be such a man there - but the sound was calm and safe, so I signed up for dating. Within minutes, I had created a profile and with an open heart wrote everything I just felt. In ten minutes, a yellow star landed next to my nickname, which means that someone found the profile interesting. I enlarged the small photo and my heart stopped. I looked into the eyes of my inner man. Trembling hands tapped a short message on the keyboard: "Too bad man you're so far away…"And so it was, almost 300 km. Actually, I did not expect the answer, because I would be lucky for Happiness. "I'm just saying it too."The answer came immediately. It was enough after midnight when we finished writing. We were so similar, we fit together so much. The next day, for the first time, I heard his voice on the phone and felt my body react to it, everything in me trembling.

If any of you have ever experienced perfect harmony, if you have breathed your partner's breath and seen the world through his eyes; if you merged with his body into one and you knew it looked like that Home, if you did not have anything and you could do everything, then you'll tell me that this is what you can experience only once in a lifetime.

Before the first meeting halfway through, we both sat on the train and felt our inner worlds approach each other. An SMS came to my phone from the number I had stored under my name My husband: "I was a little nervous than I realized I was going for my wife."

As he got off the train, he came to me silently and we held hands. I have never seen a more beautiful man in my life, painted with a fine brush on a rare painting, a two-meter slender man. I was just breathing, I was just. It was him. I had one of the most beautiful afternoons in my life. He knew how to touch me. He knew how to kiss me. He knew how to keep quiet with me. He had in him cranium. He knew the depth of calm and the spark of growing passion.

We have seen little, but regularly. For a few moments, time has stopped and gave us a clear picture of the fact that it does not exist. In those days we experienced Nothing. Sharing our silent looks and bodies. There was not much to talk about, everything has already been said. He was the first man in my life to fall asleep in my arms in a matter of seconds. He was the only man who allowed me to enter his secret turquoise cave and sit with him to meditate.

Our children slowly became involved in life together and we started to call ourselves family - to plan joint events and, in time, to move. One clairvoyant told me that I'm his last port and I have to let go of everything else that it will solve itself. It happened, without our interventions, small miracles integrated into the lives of both. And then it happened once, I felt fear... so big he gripped all my solar and I realized that we've been experiencing this all over again in other lives. My husband he was on the phone with me in those situations, and thanks to his calm voice, I was able to let emotions pass through my body, everything was shaking and discharging, crying in laughter. He took my body sacred trembling. I tried to be the one who didn't want anything, and I wanted all the more your husband at one's place, wake up next to him every morning and evening fall asleep in his arms. They seemed to me at night Live dreams, one of them was about the ringwhich I received from him. It was large silver in the middle with a purple flower, around the silver petals. The ring was then filled with water. In it I was looking for a room for us in a dream, but I couldn't find it I did it. And that's it began to happen in my life as well.

Desire is equal to tribulation

Maybe the distance has become insurmountable and it is useless to wait for the children to grow up and worry. Maybe I'm just a lot like the woman he still loves and maybe I've met Your Man just like so many lives so I can keep working. My husband he left again. To war. He will not return. On the wall of the room that was supposed to be ours, hanging an image painted by his hands. Extinction and birth. It reminds me of the great law of this Universe: The only certainty is that everything is constantly changing. And so I lie down every night in turquoise duvets, fall asleep on my left side with the idea of ​​his arms, and in the morning I put on a large silver ring with purple flower inside, which I am received by mail for Christmas.

All the feelings and pains that make it quite quick detachment brought, I gradually process the tools Krania, hands and Hooponopono.

My Men, even if you go to war again and you will probably die in it, even though I will never be able to whisper to you what I feel again, thank you. You showed me how tender I can be, but also greedy, how wise and impatient I am, and how hard it is for me not to long. The freckle on my left palm, which formed a few months before our meeting, which you also have on your body, will probably never disappear, but me and you will. We'll be one again, common area, a common sound. It was wonderful to experience it here on Earth. I still have a lot of work to do before.

I felt Your peace, I connected with the essence of myself in the male body. It's probably what you were supposed to give me this life. I'll pass it on. There is nothing more beautiful than knowing that you exist, that the long wait was not in vain. Even a small change in my thoughts from longing to freedom will bring a lot of people the strength to move on, to be with everything that arises, and not to be afraid to live in the truth. Whatever it is. It's ours, it's us. Here and now.

Finally

Whoever has read here, I welcome. Whatever you are Way long, or you have only the first step behind me, congratulations. Do not give up. Every change that will connect you freedom that will allow you to be in your heart and leave your head, every step to the unknown is a gift. We already have everything, we just don't feel as close as it really is. What limits us, our weapons froze there, a piece of our Being froze there. We probably feel helpless and injustice because we miss that piece of us. It's still in us, we just lost access to it. Every moment of love that we give to our inner world, every moment of attention paid to our withdrawal will return to us a hundred times. Let him help us craniosacral biodynamics, handkerchief or Hooponopono or Exercise recommended by Edgar Cayce. So write, share. The form is given not only under Article o the second principle of happiness from Edgar Cayce's interpretation but also here at the end. I'm looking forward.

With love, Edita