Has dark therapy started on Saturday evening 07.11.2015 sometimes after 19:00 and ended a week later on Saturday, 14.11.2015 sometimes around 10:00 in the morning. Throughout my stay, I had a very relative idea of ​​time. Thanks to the fact that Monika went to work every day, I estimated whether it was day or night and counted the days accordingly. For this reason, no more detailed time is given anywhere in the records. It wasn't how to verify and most of all it wasn't even meaningful.

Notes during dark therapy

During the whole stay I have made notes on visions and direct personal experiences, which came to me. I always wrote the message with a blind pen, and then handed it over to the Monica through the dark pass-through window. Monica was the first to read them. It was quite symbolic for me. By putting everything out and giving it away, it was as if I surrendered a piece of something that belongs to the past and does not serve me, or what I can surrender to something higher and I do not have to worry whether I will remember it or it I'll forget. It was always a great relief and self-cleansing.

I slept on the mattress I placed on the ground, because I used to sleep as low as possible in the earth and thus be connected with Earth.

Prostředí

The room I was in looked like an ordinary room with a private bathroom and toilet. The window outside was darkened and the food was passed through a small transfer window with a double door to keep the room dark. Fresh air in the room is provided through air exchangers, which do not transmit light.

Great thanks to the place (beautiful environment, beautiful house), the dark room, Monica and beings that all my time accompanied me on my way through the darkness.

Special thanks to my Ally who was with me from the first night until the end of my journey. He held his hand over my protection and guided me in the first steps of another leadership. He taught me and directed me. His favorite and well-aimed phrase was, "Everything is fine. Be calm and open to everything that comes. "

The end of my therapy and a new beginning

Monica and I agreed to let me go on Saturday morning to catch the morning dawn and welcome him with a new day. It was agreed that when the time came, Monika would knock, and then she would slowly knock me open and let the first tiny rays of light in. My task was still to remain calm and give myself as much time as I would need to adapt retroactively.

I couldn't determine the hour, but I could guess what day it was. So I had an idea when the release day would come. I woke up a few hours before that. I felt that time was coming. Nevertheless, some images and constellations from the last writing that related to my childhood were still running through my head. I spent that last time in a kind of half-sleep, until the earthy knock came, which was a signal to return to reality.

Monica had prepared my way, but I really had a sea of ​​time that I enjoyed as it was.

I put a lot on cairos. I let the visual process run in my head, which was very healing and soothing for me at that moment. Then I started working with the intention, what will happen next? How to get ready for the way out, because it was just the few rays of bright daylight, it was like a cut in the eyes.

I chose a symbolic hatching of a caterpillar, which was gradually revealed from the blanket under which I slept. Then I passed the last time in the bathroom that was safely dark and showering to wash the dust of past days.

All this time I kept my eyes closed, because opening them was like pouring needles into my eyes. Then I opened the door a little and reached for it, where dark glasses were ready for me. I don't wear sunglasses in my life, so this was perhaps the first time in 25 years that I had targeted something like this in my eyes as an absolute necessity.

Thanks

When the door was almost fully open for me to walk through, I hid for the last time on my camp and thanked the place that had served and helped me for the last week on my journey through various nooks and crannies of past, present, and perhaps future worlds. The loops of my soul and past lives. Contacts with beings from elsewhere. With love, humility, great thanks from the heart.

I also thanked my Allies for being here for me and helping me on my way.

I walked slowly out and met Monica in a friendly embrace. "I welcome you back to life"She said with great joy and a smile on her face. J It was really nice to see an earthly living soul after such a time and especially who was my physical support for it. through the delivery window on the other side of the room.

When I breathed a new entrance into life, without glasses I went only to a loincloth and a T-shirt to a huge garden. I walked barefoot and like a real lion - a predatory beast (a wolf on my T-shirt) I shouted happily at the world. Whaaaa - although there were no words in it, there was a feeling in it: I love the world here.

The grass was cold even though the weather was hot. It's more like mid-November.

After a short pause, we sat together and said that we had time to spend the whole day in the sunshine of the West when I had to go. All the time we can talk to each other about what I want.

And what did we talk about? This is the whole story he would put on a little book ...

If you're still wondering what these people are up to, you can ask me here in the comments. I will be happy to answer your questions. If you think this is a challenge worth experiencing, then with love and humility I recommend a refuge at Monika Veselé. You can call or write an SMS: 733-399-006. I will be glad to mention that Sueney is sending you;).

Live 29.6.2018 from 20: 00

A today 29.6.2018 We cordially invite you from 20. hours on a live broadcast with Monika Veselá, which runs a bit behind Prague Retriet for Stays in the dark. Do not hesitate to join us. We look forward to you!

And what are we going to talk about?

Why stay in the dark? What tradition does this ritual come from?

* What does PvT mean?

* Is this method suitable for dealing with personal and health problems?

* Why do people go into the dark most often?

* Suene's memories of PvT experiences in 2015.

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